Dearest Baby Lopez’s Mom,
Oh my gosh this has been a busy week so far. Between parties and costume needs for all my kids… honestly,I don’t even like Halloween that much!
It actually feels like forever since I have shared with you, my beloved readers!
Dearest Birth Mother, I wanted to thank you. If it weren’t for you I wouldn’t love them as much as I do, I wouldn’t ever give them compassion as much as my own, I wouldn’t ever be delighted in their daily conversations that I am privileged to hear, I wouldn’t be so thrilled to have everyone else gone this weekend right now right this second with them & just them… these two, that I love and happen to be the dead center of my universe this entire weekend! Junior & Aliyah, I love you two… So, so much!& thank you So much birth mother for giving them to me! They are my greatest blessing, & again thank you for them!
I am so annoyed with the excess in my life right now. I am not sure if it’s stuff as in things or if it’s just a whole bunch of unfinished business. As a codependent person, I tend to pile on a lot as an excuse to just not deal. This makes me irritable and less understanding toward others around me. I am going to make a plan to get a hold on that today, before it starts affecting the ones I love.